Nigel Gibbons MBACP (Accred.) | Counselling Therapy Personal Development Supervision |
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By a client
A SAFE PLACE TO GO
I live in a wooden bed
It is my raft on the choppy sea of the rest of my life
I try to keep it dry and clear and cheerful
I repel all boarders
And reject the flotsam and jetsam which floats by
The important ritual which keeps it sacred
Is to make it every time I leave it
To wallow and thrash about in that churning water around me.
A couple of poems that I've written as part of my work:
After Digging
Going down the narrow steps
in the half light into that
wonderland of tools and
broken toys and discarded
rubbish that was his treasure,
my father going down into
the cellar, making things.
The blacksmith of that tiny
Welsh village, small forge
tight space, yet so many
tools and bits of metal
that I didn’t recognise,
my uncle Tommy
off to his smithy, creating,
making things.
And me, words, pens, paper,
the vast intricacies of my
computer, creating, discovering,
organising, going down into
myself, finding, uncovering
making things.
On the Occasion of your Marriage, 2 June 1956: Albert Silvanus Gibbons
I was presented to you, to mark the start of your time
Together, man and wife, parents, grandparents,
Moving my hands I encircle your allotted span, you
Reliable, solid, dependable, always remembering
To wind, to set, day by day, winter to summer, summer to wintertime;
I remember your touch, never changing, always old
Never young, never fun, yet warm, caring; concerned,
To change my heart when it finally wore out, electrical
Instead of mechanical, battery not spring, silent instead of chime.
Your seasons turned, change of friends, job, house
But together, you were always together, until she was
Stroked by pain. You couldn’t mend her broken mind,
Instead you took control, day by day, winter and summer,
She sat and watched, as you
Wore out your time, no one to wind you up, change your batteries, mend you;
When the time came, instead, lying there amidst the restless machines
You whispered, “let me go”, so you never came home
To change that winter to summertime, and nor can she, as she
Stares at my hands, slowly marking her lonely days,
Waiting.
(This has been published in Writing Routes, Bolton, Field and Thompson, Jessica Kingsley Publishers, 2011)
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